Digging Deeper

I’m working through my inventory again. UGHUG. Why is this one so much more difficult than my first one??? My first inventory was more painful and so much longer, but it just poured out.

This time, I feel like I’m digging and digging and not sure why.

Sometimes I feel like I’m making a mountain out of molehill on the affects portion. I’m trying to understand my fears. I honestly didn’t realize I had so many. How is it that I’m still relying on my strength and not trusting God?

Today I’m confessing my fears to the Lord. I don’t want to be in bondage any more. I don’t want anything to hold me back. God is calling me to dig deeper. I want to be set free. “I sought the LORD, and he heard me, and delivered me from all my fears” (Psalm 34:4).

·         Principle 4: Openly examine and confess my faults to myself, to God, and to someone I trust. “Happy are the pure in heart.”(Matthew 5:8)

·         Step 4: I Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of myself.  “Let us examine our ways and test them, and let us return to the Lord.” (Lamentations 3:40)